one hundred!!

This is my one hundredth blog post! SWEET! Even though my blog doesn't have a theme nor am I consistent on anything I do.. But I'm having fun talking to myself! :)

I thought I was off work today. I was so excited! I was going to print out resumes and write down places to apply at. Then Jeremy comes downstairs and tells me that I have a missed call. It was work. I was supposed to be there at 10. I got the call at 10:24. UGH! Why wait that long? She said she was worried about me, but I know that she was talking trash on me after she hung up the phone. Then she acted like it wasn't a big deal when I got there. Whatever!

Then the girl that I was working with was being rude. She was giving me the cold shoulder and just being rude. Then later she said that it's not like the schedule was just put up yesterday, that it's been up for a couple weeks. I just got lectured by a 19 year old??? Seriously? I just said "I don't care". I was pretty irritated! I could care less about that job, I just wish it wasn't my only job!! So days like today lights a fire under me to get going on the job search!

I thought I had a job but I haven't heard from them. So I'm just not holding my breathe.

I went to the dentist yesterday. I have pretty mad teeth. They aren't horrible but my molars need work! I have 2 cracked/chipped molars [one on each side]. I was making it work until Thursday when I finally felt well enough to eat and I had a bowl of cereal. I must have done something worse to my tooth because I can't even eat with it now. And that side was my last resort! I can't chew on either side now! Soo the doctor checked me teeth and I'm pretty much screwed :(  The receptionist went through the costs and none of it made sense except that I am NOT going to be able to afford it! A crown REALLY costs $440??? I'm in a lot of pain physically and mentally. How the heck am I going to be able to afford this??? I'll figure it out, I'm just praying right now. I trust that the Lord will carry me through this.
*Deep breath*

That's about all I want to get off my chest. Every time I write about this (I tried emailing my mom about it earlier) I want to delete it. I did delete it earlier. I don't know why. I'll leave this one and see how long I leave it up.